This was the start of the literature with more that followed, I did not think nor do I now think this was a massage from Satan or that I was a messenger from Satan but she called me Satan. In my life I feel the Lord has used me as his instrument in reaching the most lost ones and fixing situations which need fixing. Due to interceding on his part I get beat up like being called Satan etc. and I wear these attacks has a medal of honor on my armor. I am a warrior spirit, I do not float around playing a harp, and I carry a sword and shield and take on evil sprits. Many times these evil spirits are very powerful and I need to pullback and ask the Lord or Angels such has St. Michael for help. Sometimes I cannot seem to win but keep getting my butt kicked. What’s my question, my mother is very religious in her opinion, church all the time, EWTN constantly, preaching the Holy Spirit, anointing with holy oil but she is on the boundaries of being a pathological hypocritical liar. When she is told to stop lying, she becomes insulted and calls me Satan who is attacking her.

TWO ROOTS OF DISHONESTY

(The two main reasons we lie are usually rooted in either fear or pride. Fear is the first reason. We are afraid of the consequences if we tell the truth. Yielding to fear shows a lack of trust in God to take care of the situation. If we yield to God and do it His way He will usually give us favor with those that we fear. The other reason is pride. We are prideful and concerned about what men will think of us (desiring man’s approval instead of God’s approval.)

I see no message from Satan in this literature, can I be wrong? Am I being manipulated and lied to by the great deceiver in trying or asking my mother to stop lying in? Am I hearing Satan answering my prays instead of Jesus my Lord. I do not believe when I am in pray with my Lord that Satan has a change to intervene or even be around.

I am not upset with being called Satan, has I said, when I fight evil spirits I get called a lot of nasty things but I feel a have the gift of “discernment of spirits” and I felt a bad sprit in my mother that she in her mind or something else twisted her thinking and attacked me calling me Satan when I gave her the above literature.

(Jesus always kept His Word. God still keeps His Word and is faithful to keep every promise He makes in the Bible. That is why He is reliable and we can trust Him. We are called to be like Him. The Bible says that out of a man’s mouth proceeds what is in His heart. If we tell lies or fib then it means that we need a heart cleansing.)

I wanted to tell you how much I appreciate your thoughts and some of the things you post. I think of you and your family often and thought I needed to tell you. Remind you how much you impact people. I remember so many of your services and lessons, I remember your rock thing once and the sermon where you told us to look to some of the Catholic Saints sometimes as examples, I remember you baptizing Austin and our conversation when I came back from Iraq. Of course I think of Maggie Lee too and my times with her in Sunday school. All of these things remain in my thoughts and I want you to know that you have had a tremendous impact on me and my relationship with God and thank you so much!!!

Jamie